Between Two Worlds, Part 3

Still integrating Sunday... and why meeting my source changed everything

Hey y’all!

It’s Wednesday; a Mercury day right now. Mercury in retrograde in Pisces is in its shadow; doing its thang. I’m sending love to my computer, and I’m still sitting with Sunday’s conversation.

Sometimes after a deep experience some folks need a minute to let it settle…not me though. I am acutely aware of the shift; felt it right away. And that’s where I continue to be right now.

Sitting in shift.

Sunday, we talked about the time I met my Source. Not in some abstract, theoretical way. No. I’m talking about the moment when you actually encounter the “animated spirit of energy” that is actually you in pure consciousness. The you that chose this body, this color, this lifetime. The you that’s been here before and will be here again. Each time, with a different shell and thus a different energetic frequency; possibly able to detect the energy signature from previous incarnations.

Do y’all even know what I’m talking about? It’s OK if you don’t.

If you caught the live show, you already know: we went DEEP into family constellation work, what happens when you break up the energetic blocks through this modality, and why being witnessed by community matters. We talked about how every system; your family, your culture, your country, shows up in the projection. We talked about the butterfly effect of healing, about switching timelines mid-conversation, about what it means to walk away from a session and realize your body isn’t the container of stagnant energy you once held on to so tightly.

Here’s what I’m sitting with this week:

Family constellation work is definitely energy work. It “shakes things up” like a tuning fork. It breaks up whatever was blocking you; your wound, your pattern, your stuck place, and helps you to release it through your field. That release then creates space. Space for our souls to evolve. Space for wholeness. Space to look at the field and finally not feel separate from it. Hm.

And when you’re not separate from it anymore? Babeeeeee, that’s when things get interesting.

Now here’s the thing:

Sunday’s full conversation was 2.5 hours. I’m including a clip here so you can get a taste of what we unpacked, but the full replay—the whole journey, all the breakthroughs, all the moments where Sesheta, and Vanjie and I were just in it together—that my dear, is behind the paywall.

If you become a paid member, here’s what you get access to:

• Full replays of every Sunday live show (no more “damn, I missed it”)

• Thursday night readings—you come up on stage, I give you a fire-ass reading, no extra cost

• Little notes throughout the week as I integrate

• The whole archive of everything we’ve done so far

I’m not promoting myself. I’m promoting my lived experience. I’m promoting the journey I’m on; the one that includes psychedelics and astrology and ancestral healing and family constellation therapy and meeting Source and figuring out what the hell Saturn in Aries in my 6th house is trying to teach me about routine and showing up.

From my heart to y’all: even if you can’t afford a paid membership, you can still catch us live every Sunday. But if you can invest in this space, if you want the full experience, if you want to dive in—I’m here.

See you Thursday if you’re a member. See you Sunday if you’re not (yet).

And remember: every conversation shifts the timeline.

P.S. - Many of the next steps we talked about on Sunday, happen to be supported by my astrology.

Scorpio Rising

Gemini Sun